A set of 10 that make me, ME !!

Right, So I have logged in here.. after like ages.. !! Had thought about writing something and did have a few things to discuss on mind, but then again, the lazy ass tat I am, I didn't ...

Thanks to U Neelam D, for dragging me back here…

So 10 things that make me ME !! I would not get into depths and try to make it complex rather I would write some 10 really simple things about myself

·         I LOVE ADVENTURE, right from watching horror movies, to rock climbing to just strolling away into t most scary woods is adventure for me and is one of my favorite things to do on the list.

·         I CRY A LOT, so much so that I have gone to the extent of googling it to figure out the reason for the sudden outburst of those tear glands out of nowhere and sometimes or rather most of the times for no real good reason at all. Play a patriotic song (video/audio), take me to a temple or seeing a kid perform some spectacular performance of dance, gymnastics etc etc. and I would feel my throat clotted as I would be appreciating all these above mentioned things and at the same time, trying to control the outburst building inside of me.. The real reason for which I am yet to figure out... (if anyone who reads this, has the answer, please share, as it wud reallllllllly be helpful)

·         I AM 28 AND I AM STILL A KID, have been trying to mature as quickly as possible though, but to not good use. Its good in a few ways and I have also read, like everyone of you must have, that you should always keep that Child alive within you and not let it die and blah, blah, blah.. ya right, but there is a point in life when you feel that, high time you become mature and that time for me, has come and gone long ago and I am still a KID, good or bad, Not quite sure...

·         I NOT VERY OPEN TO FRIENDSHIP, have two very wonderful and lifetime friends though, but then, tats it, all the other people I know (no offence to anyone), seem like just an acquaintance to me. Not that I don't want to make another lifetime friendship, but somehow, nothing clicked yet... My Bad :P

·         I AM AN ANGRY PERSON, always looking to fight, and no one can vouch for that better than my husband, as he suffers day in and day out... Not have been able to figure out the reason for this one as well. Not sure if I am angry for some real reason or I just get angry so to be pampered and you know, being given flowers and stuff ( guess tats the real reason, and I hope Rajiv Sharma wud read this :P)

·         I DON'T TAKE LIFE SERIOUSLY, it might sound "So What?? "kinds.. but I have been on my own for the past 9 years and I yet do not know how much is the rate for 1 kg of potatoes (just to emphasis- I buy potatoes like, every week) in the market, forget about the big stuff... haha . Nothing can be a better example to the point I am trying to make here... isn't it??

·         I DON'T DREAM BIG, anymore. When did I really stop doing that down the lane, don't quite remember that. Those big dreams I had, settled down and the belief that whatever you do in this short life, shud just make you live and die happy, and tats what counts, just overpowered my heart and brain. So, I am not sure, if tats good or bad again, but then that's how it is.

·         I AM A FREE BIRD, have always been the supporter of "Nari mukti"- term used by one of my closest people for me. I believe in the individuality of people and their Need and Right to live as per how they want, irrespective of their social obligations and religion and whatever whatever. to be highlighted- ANYONE, Just Anyone.

·         I AM GOD'S DAUGHTER- "Mein Bhagwan ki beti hun", one of my very favorite lines to myself (sharing it out loud for the first time). I don't pray.. but I believe tat he takes care of me, like his own. I have faced a lot of challenges and have come out of them, "Just Like Tat", courtesy "Big Daddy" ;)

·         I ALWAYS STOP AT 9, this one is the 10^th however :D. What I mean is, I never finish things. I always leave them at the last juncture, incomplete. Why the hell do I do that??? Small things like setting up my wardrobe, I wud start with full enthusiasm and energy and when I am just about there, I would dump 2, 3 remaining clothes here and there just to get over with it . :P

So, this COMPLETE 10 points about me note, makes me what I am and seriously, it makes me happy to read the above points and not sad, coz almost everything is –ve in there, but if I look closely, all the negatives have a sweet +ve attached to it… So in the end, it isn’t tat bad. And as we know “To err is human, to forgive is divine” So tat makes me human, who has forgiven my ownself …

“A DIVINE HUMAN” :D